WHAT TO DO, WHAT TO DO...

Man......life is crazy. I'm tryin to figure this whole thing out now. Been 21 for a couple months now and I'm really starting to get a grip as to what adulthood is REALLY about. Ya know when you were younger, you used to wonder why adults walked around pissed all the time but now you realize....SHIT IS TOUGH. I'm starting to see the stuff that sounded like bull a couple years ago from my parents is makin' a lot more sense. But I guess when you think about it, you never really listen when you should, YOU ALWAYS end up sayin' "Man, if I knew what I know now..." That's actually a pretty funny statement cause you'll never know until its time to, so its impossible to know ahead of that time lol. Speakin' of "TIME", I think I think that might be the first demo single. Well other than everything goin' on with my play, I'd say I'm preety excited about this upcoming year, I hope things unfold to my liking, God willin'. Peace. Love. Life. Coltrane ;;)

My Friend named "Boogieee"

Ladies and Nerds,

How's it been, just realized how terrible I am at blogs. SO ANYWHO......I'm writing this blog about my friend named "Boogieee". lol I had to laugh at that, doesn't that sound like I'm about to talk about my handicapped friend from 3rd grade that got their nickname from pickin' their nose??? Okay, okay that was a bit much but considering Boog is probably already deleting from her facebook page for being so late with this I figure, what worse can I do??? Well, Boog...here goes nothin.



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LMAO
That'd be some grimmy ish. No but really, here goes nothin.

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.....okay so seriously this time LOL!!! ;) And yes I would do that, again. SOOOUH.....like a month and a half ago I decide to go to the club with some of my dudes (Bo and Show) and they have some stupid text that gets us in free. So we get into this place called Alley Cats at like 11:35 after tippin the cashier(bullshit) and I'm feelin' the place out, haven't been back to the Queen in a minute but they say its normally poppin'. We're chillin, standin around bein our normal cool azz selves when Bo sees someone he knows(lol Litebrite). After standing wierdly for a second we see each other. The girl beside Litebrite is MADDDDD FAMILIAR. I know her, she knows me.....BUT we don't have a normal type reunion because of the fact that we don't really KNOW each other, confusing I know. She says &@&@ and I say #&(*Y#. But we get past all that jazz like Coltrane lol, and she turns out to be MADDDENINININST COOL( Ignore the long ass word if you don't know how I'd pronounce it). We have fun that nite. SHE can DANCE :D, but so can I ;). She made me feel like not many people can......and no nigga, not horny...just cool. So after the club we decide on iHizzOP. We have a blast, and they're stupid fruity swag was everywhere. We gave hugz and parted wayz. lol I mean this is probably the stupidest way I've ever told a story but I figured aliens would be inappropriate. RANDOM but yeah but in between the club and IHOP she rapped, very well, I bullshitted very well. lol She's my special friend. Not retarded just different, but in a good way. I'm glad I (re)MET her. As I grow older and realize how much faker people are getting its good to know that she's real. For that she gets mad kudos.

Boogieee you da best, you NIGGA. Like DJ Khaled.

Strangely enough,

Coltrane


PS-She's a jerk a no not the song, she just never talks to me lol

What up World ;;)

Yo, whew...I landed safely....great. Let's start with a definition because people don't know what words mean anymore...


Introspect-1.to practice introspection; consider one's own internal state or feelings.
2.to look into or examine (one's own mind, feelings, etc.).

Conscious-aware of one's own existence, sensations, thoughts, surroundings, etc.


First of all, I want to say wassup and thank you to anyone who'd take the time out of their day to read this cause.........well I won't say all that but thanks lol. I kinda started this whole blogging thing on a whim, while reading the blog of one of my old/new friends (phat shouts to boog). You know when ya meet somebody you kinda knew a while back but when ya see em' again you still have to reintroduce urself, sort of? Yeah, one of those lol :) And no I'm not biting you lames....it's called inspiration. I mean really, that's like being at a checkout and the person in front of you used cash, so you put ur cash back in your pocket and pull out a sack of f&%kin' PENNIES!!!!! Let me get off that soapbox.......sooooo....uuhhmmmm...yeah...what up? I guess I should formally introduce myself. I'm just me. Ur dude's dude. I go by the name of Intrspective Coltrane or Conscious Colby or if we take it back a bit Abstract C-Lew. I am a young man trying to make it in the world doin' it my own way. I sing. I rap. I draw. I act. I model. A little dance. The arts have calmed my savage beasts ever since I can remember . It all started for me in 88', maybe I haven't left....I was an awkward child lol. I listened to gospel, jazz, and classical until about middle school. When I was young I used draw A LOT. I would get lost in a picture(Literally hours)...til' my moms asked me to do something or eat. I was just one of those kids people thought would go crazy from staring into the clouds and daydreamin' all the time. Needless to say that affected who I am today. As a pre-teen I was exposed to the secular world of music(the first I learned was Just Kickin' It by Xscape, my big sis taught me the words lol). That is from whist my love for all music came. Music is full of stories. My imagination would make movies with them…. or music videos lol. As a rugrat, I was the guy that was friends with the “cool guys” but I’d end being the butt of the jokes, ironically enough lol. In high school, I guess you could say that changed a bit. I’d like to call that time in my life “crowded loneliness”. I was considered and I am quoting here the “Bees Kneez”(Summer lol) to most of the people around me. Facades are funny, you would think that I hung out with the entire school….and I kinda did, but never outside of school...Go figure. But with the exception of a couple people (The Superfriends), my friends were that b-ball, my playstation, and food. Sad right? Maybe not, it kept outta trouble, my nickname was "The Golden Boy" lol.

As you can already probably tell, the majority of my adolescence was spent inside my head. Hence, this is where I got the “Introspective” part of my name. I got the name Coltrane from the jazz artist of the same title. John(Also my first name) Coltrane was one of the greatest musicians of all time. The genre of Jazz was the first to become synonymous with the term cool, also Jazz is just cool without trying to be something it's not, its just different. Therefore, Jazz and I are synonymous ya dig? The deal-sealer was the C-O-L though lol. It's crazy how life is sometimes...bein' a geek made me cool, and being cool made me realize how important it is to DO U and how fake people are lol;;) Maybe I'm not cool. But it doesn't even really make a difference to me, I think I'm a cool guy, u thinkin' different really doesn't change that much lol. SO.......In a BIG AZZ nutshell that's me. A lot of influences churns out a lot of influence. Oh yeah I'd like to apologize.......this blog got a little carried away but hopefully I didn't bore you to death. From now on I won't be as long....maybe.....but now were friends cause you know a bunch about me :D Well......in out for now kiddies.....I'll be back, baring gifts lol ;;) PEACE.LOVE.COLTRANE.

PS- ;;)-The four-eyed smiley face, isn't he cool????